Loneliness in Perspective

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See my point of view,
loneliness in perspective,
its a smile that dies when you look to the left
and nobodys there,
reach out to touch but grab nothing but air
I'm grasping at straws, longing;
for the little things

See while you're kissing and laughing
I'm crying alone
cause each hint at happiness ends up dying along
with each thought
that it might be mine
And each time
I blink, i think
what if i werent drowning in this sea of loneliness
struggling to breathe, gasping for, there's
nothing there, still.
being;

Lonely, is
being
Empty
its a sentimental feeling
like a destiny, chosen for you
and me
but in all honesty
i cant see, why its meant to be

And everytime someone brushes past
me I
look at them, hoping they might stop
and share a smile, but they always carry on like
I
wasn't even there

And on, thought I heard a voice
but I turn and its gone
this loneliness feeling
starting to feel righter than wrong
it almost feels natural, the way
I Pretend to hold a hand
or clutch my pillow trying to understand
and imagine. But

Imagine all the people
living for today, for your information
or just by the, its another day dream
getting in my, way
this torture, living life lonely
craving company's sensation,
this deprivation,
is
slowly
eating my soul away.