A Northern Light

An infallible, fallible

Post traumatic anxiety's;

Depression.

Scared of just a slight rise

In your hearts recession

I will whisper to you in the darkness,

Can you feel my heartbeat?

Can I feel your heart, beat? 

Fresh teardrops rippling the sand 

Spreading into,

Smile.

As northern lights that tumble down

To dance across the midnight air 

Breathless 

I feel the breath of your lips.

Reading between the lines

Of a rainbow.

A beautiful smile

That speaks

Words;

A thousand of them falling 

Like the petals of a rose 

Stunning

With meaning.

Though nervously spoke.

Don't be afraid to kiss the candle in the wind

Whose lips bled 

Passion,

Yet may end in smoke.

Thought Tasting

For times while you suffer:

Mental mastication

Appreciating, thought tasting

Masturbating

Lacking mind, fornicating 

Spilling idea's

waiting, wasting

Dying thoughts

fail replicating,

fading

Feeling;

lacking meaning 

done with dreaming

Screaming

splatt.

Don't Be Late - May 2, 2012

My subconscious gravitation towards

A secret desire of yet to be seen circumstance

A distant converging reality

Leaning on me, towards a truth yet

To shine

Show me sunshine’s tear drops

Dripping through

Hudor.

Show me:

Iris.

Sour on my lips

Like a strangers kiss

Growing sweet

Like blooming butterflies

Exposed to a fresh

And,

New

Understanding.

Feeding moments through the eye of this needle

Stitching scantily clad memory

To reconcile with the future

To see the rainbow.

To see the light.

Perhaps we’ve missed a train

We still wait for;

Not looking for

Just amidst golden opportunity

Within the constant congruent flow

And as I contemplate, why I wait

And you;

waiting too.

Darkness transpires through my world with no light

Just sitting.

On the hillside.

Smoke exuding.

Watching a world implode.

Ma Chere - April 16, 2012

Let's take a trip to Paris,

Leap off the Eiffel tower.

Together,

Don't worry.

I'll catch you when we fall.

Ma Cherie.

Ma Chere.

I will catch you if we fall.

Enigmatic Perception - April 13, 2012

Dissonance.

Solar flare in the air

Hallucinogenic induction.

Constant continuous imaginative production

Enigmatic perceptions and reservations

Just for a meal 

Halfway through Delirium.

Would you like to take a whirl

In the whirlpool,

All the water but the sea; 

In the world pool with me?

Have a seat.

Stay a while

Stare a little,

If you please.

The typical topography of a manageable state:

Consonance, through cognitive construction

but Wait;

Kindly direct your attention to

The tormented spirit in the corner

of the Room

Concave distortion

Waxing

Waning

Fading moon 

Incandescent moment, flowed from

overflowing, Constituency 

Flowing.

Don't stand too close

You'll singe your soul

and maybe those eyebrows too

We wouldn't want that,

now.

Would

we?

Lackadaisical nuances

Of a forgotten empire

In an era that didn’t exist

From time, which never was.

Somewhat like the wind on that one summers day?

Tempestuous nature.

Don't cuff me to the breeze

For all that I am,

May blow away.

Kiss the dragonfly, my love. 

At least take a bite of the Scarlet lily.

Mere Mental Ménage à Trois - April 2, 2012

A mental ménage à trois, infamy; polygamy.

Don't argue with myself; I'm the one in charge.

My minds vast open spaces occupied by a deluge of contentment.

My fail, one time, twice.

Three faces, thrice.

A lunatic, perhaps; a crazed madmen.

A vision of tattered souls, mauled complexion; perhaps merely a mirrors refracted reflection.

Picturesque vibes of a viruses virulence;

Extremely tempered and quality:

 virulent.

Elegant eloquence, flirtatiously wooed,

silently swallowed,

not eaten or chewed.

Noxiously charming with delicate touch, something that's tasty,

 like poison and such.

Fledgling flying, flown, fleyed. 

Scared from currently location located and

Somewhat, what mistookedly staken.

Man made meridians in the sky; imaginary lines separating the sun and I.

Burning the birds and whispered words:

Gosh we're flawed but I'm somewhat taken.

Infatuation; obsession

Digression

Distracted

Forgotten

Forgetted

Affection retracted.

Road tripping

Tripping on the road.

Slipping

Bludgeoned, bleeding

Blue but smiling

No such thing as blut or smliding

Confused confusion illusion

Deluded.

Confessions, concessions of paradise lost, karma.

Banana.

Merely missing my missing two halves.

Merely my mental ménage à trois

Tulip's Lips - March 27, 2012

Secrets taunted by the tulip's lips

Blooming through

Lucid trips

Of journeys to the world below

Finding things you'll never know

And gosh, I'm not telling.

Swimming like memory;

Floundering thoughts

Bubbling,

Troubling,

Oceanic impulses

Reminiscently drowning in the kiddy pool.

Carthogenic signs of a misinterpreted holocaust

Instigating terror,

Melting down butter chimney tops

Unaware sensations of being ripped apart

China infused, porcelain confused

Tea cupped figures,

Shattered by listless

Forms of aggression.

Horrible fantasy

Intrepid adventure

Let me dance you to death

Perhaps a step in dangerous direction?

Obsession

Longing for different diversity

Or perhaps a sign of contrary affection.

Virus protruding

Heart emotions exuding

Vanity driven by sanity

With nothing but a blind man

Behind the wheel

Real

Feelings

Of the dictionary definition.

Mental montage

Homage

To what once existed

Prehistoric

Perhaps in the future

A mystery

Of insolvent proportion 

Just to touch on a current state of existence:

I'm perfectly fine

But my souls a fucking train wreck.